22 Oct:
I don't know if I'm gonna regret posting this but I just need a place to let out all my thoughts. so.. yeah. I'm kind of irritated with you. your tone. how you reply my whatsapp messages. the way you reply is like implying that the question I asked you is like so obvious and redundant. is it really necessary to add a question mark behind your answer? like I'd know what you're thinking. that's annoying. also you used to type with emoji/emoticons. what happened now? not a single one. seriously, I tried my best to be friendly and add emoticons here and there but.. all your replies have no emoticons. idk what's happening and it just makes you look so unfriendly and emo. I hate that. also, I don't like how you ask people to do things.. and when I say idw, your attitude comes and start replying in an angry tone. seriously? who are you to me? a boss? some big shot from America Hollywood? how could you order people around and force them to do things they don't wanna do? you are you. I am I. I have my own personal reasons on why I wouldn't want to do something. you might see the thing as no big deal, but to me it's a damm big deal. I've had my own experiences which made me into what I am today. you have yours. what you think is simple to do might be something hard for me - and I don't intend to explain my life story to you, up to every single detail. please respect my feelings. I'm tolerating w you cause I don't wanna lose a good friend. you're nice and all. but please don't take my tolerance for granted. one day, who knows? I might explode.
23 Oct:
I'm tired. very tired of all these crap happening around me. I just wanna sleep till all these problems are solved. Is it impossible for me to be happy? Today's already a bad day for me, you had to make it worse. I already told you I cannot, you insist. Forcing someone to do something they don't want to do. That's cruel.
24 Oct:
The start of my kicking of "addiction" of tweeting starts now, 1:30pm. I've been spamming too much tweets, I have to control. CONTROL!!! let's see how long I can refrain from tweeting. :-) My piglets smell so good. :*
25 Oct:
YAY, received report book today and turns out to be all pass!!!! lowest was Chinese, 50. omg so.happy. ♥ the last time I had all pass in 2012 was CA1. Chinese get 50 is already very good, since CA2 I got 39. hahaha!! but my chem got pulled down to 74, and that caused me 1 point for L1R4/L1R2B2. So now its 11. I was expecting 10 or something.. ;( phy got pulled down lower to 67, sigh. well at least 11 pts might give me a chance to go ngee ann's accounting.. but its a bit risky. sigh.. hope all goes well for O's next year. kind of looking forward to O's, cause it means I can get to poly asap ^^ I don't want to stay in sec school and study the subjects I hate already. haha. my inspiration for maths was from the most awesome teacher ever, Mrs Li. ♥
30 Oct:
So extended curriculum started today. somehow feels like its the first day of school, new classroom, seating arrangement, etc. and first day a whole pile of homework came crashing on me. amath, physics, english, chem. oh and speaking about chem, I hate redox A LOT. so confusing, wonder what's the use of redox. O: and the schedule of having too little sleep starts again. can't wait for extended curriculum to end so that I can sleep. *RANT* okay. so I was stalking this random hgp-bowen person. and as I stalked I wonder why do people, especially underage KIDS, smoke and drink. and think its so cool or a way to forget your troubles. yeah yeah you'll get drunk and high and forget but next day? hangovers, headaches, etc. in the long run? cancer. hmm why can't they just like go and sleep. its healthy! sleeping also make you forget your troubles, but the good thing is you won't get hangovers and stuffs like that and cancers. so why do they spend so much money on harmful things when you can just sleep.. for free! (& it doesn't harm you!) oh and well I also dk why people wanna ton. I mean.. why not sleep cause sleep is a wonderful thing everybody should enjoy :p why do you want to hang out, watch tv, gamble etc when you can SLEEP?! :D sleeping is so fun. its practically my hobby. so these mindless KIDS simply spend lots of money on harmful things and sacrifice sleep for useless activities you can actually do in the day. no offence but are their minds like, screwed up? I ♥ SLEEP
02 Nov:
maybe the 15 days thingy isn't so good cause I have to write down everything that happened so that I won't forget, hence the dates. shall just stick to random posting afterall. HAHAHA. I was supposed to have a jab this afternoon, but turned out we realised I already had the compulsory jab in 2008 so I don't need any jab!! that's lucky, if not I'd be typing this with a super painful hand right now haha. quite a lot of things happened, but I'm too lazy to blog cause as I'm typing this.. I'm slowly falling asleep soon. so goodnight!
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