good riddance, chinese.

chinese o's are finally over. well, for paper 1 & paper 2 at least. with answers given by various sources, i already know i screwed up my mcq fr paper 2. ohwell. and now i'm left with this annoying oral and lc. chinese oral is so damn freaking annoying. always getting 25-27/50. i've already decided not to retake chinese no matter how lousy my results will be. afterall, it'll not be included in my elr2b2 score so, why waste money and effort retaking, when you can use that day to study phy & chem? phy & chem are definitely more important. anyway my elr2b2 score will be computed using these subjects: english, amath, emath, comb. humans & chem. soooo. no use retaking. my next obstacle will probably be humans. how am i gonna get a b3 when i've been failing since last year's mye? stupid and annoying ss & geog. ughhhh. anyway sad things aside, i'm quite excited fr the zzsf party next tues! since the news that jeanette WILL be attending was out, i was in a dilemma fr quite some time. it costs $28, which includes buffet dinner, a screening of ep 1, games with the cast & phototaking with the cast. however, the downside is that you have to wear something formal. and since it's a freaking masquerade party, you'll have to wear a mask. but since the mask is provided, i don't really mind since i don't need to worry about what mask to buy and whether people will judge me. the main problem is the outfit. i totally have no idea what to wear. and females are preferred to be in dresses, which is so unlike me. tbh i have ZERO dresses hahahaha. that's like the main reason why i'm so indecisive. the outfit. one moment i'm like i'm going! and the next, nah i rather stay at home. i couldn't decide fr quite a while. until a text came. which made me change my mind (note: reluctantly). even though i've decided to go, and i can't backout anymore, i'm still quite stressed about the outfit. i rarely (or rather never) wear dresses, except when i was young, obviously, so asking me to wear a dress is kind of a big deal. what if people judge me? what if i'm being mocked at? ohmyyyy. but since i've decided i guess i'll just have to overcome my fear and just get it over and done with. it's nice that i'm going with yx to the venue so i guess the awkwardness is minimised? at least fr the beginning. who knows what will happen during the party. sigh. let's just hope all goes well and the awkward penguin, me, will not be so awkward. HAHAHA. well then, that's all fr now! shall probably update 'bout the party soon. sooooooon.