13 nov 2013.
3:26am.
in 5 hours 34 minutes time,
i'll be free.
this year, though not as hardcore as others, has been my most hardworking year. yes, i may not exactly work as hard as others but if you know me, you'd know that until sec 2 EOY, i didn't study for exams. reason being, i thought it'd be like primary school & PSLE, no need study to pass. for sec 2 EOY till sec 4 prelim1, i studied only a day before. except for ss and geog which i probably just started a few days earlier. well at least it was quite easy to spot seq topic fr ss since what's gonna come out is the topic being taught at that time. fr geog.. it's just taking a risk. so for this final exam of academic-based school life, I'm happy with what I've accomplished. sure, i may be distracted almost 90% of the time but at least i didn't only start the day before. (*/∀＼*)ｲﾔﾝ
whatever the results are, I'll accept it. not as if i can choose to accept or not, but it's not like i can redo the paper. 12/13 papers have been handed up. the scores are fixed. so why cry over it? well maybe I'll cry if i can enter accountancy bc it has been a childhood dream.
seriously tho, 4 years passed like this. in 2010, i entered bowen, missing hgp terribly. whenever i passed by bowen, I'll wonder if I'd miss bowen 4 years later like how i missed hgp. everyday, as i walked to school from the bus stop, i kept thinking 'bout the sec4s walking this path for 4 years and wondered when will be my turn. and then 2011 & 2012 flew by. 2013. a freaking sec 4. and now, o's are on the verge of finishing. i admit i took 29 oct as the finishing date, but well you'll still feel pressure if you don't study. but can you believe it, after 9am, i can free myself from studies and immerse myself in other things until apr'14.
many things have been happening, shall update sooooon. ((〃∀〃人〃∀〃))
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