it's not fun when your love for akb is still so fresh and pumped up, but everyone around you who has been fans for years are starting to quit the fandom.
this negativity is overwhelming.
and it's not just one or two fans.. everyone around me seem to be doing so recently. like a surge of fans declining.
c'mon.. i need some positivity in my life.
i guess that's what happens when you become a fan past akb's peak, right?
but i became a fan post-Acchan era. which was the peak, no? so i didn't actually experience their peak.
currently akb is in the growing stage once again, imo, relying on its new members.. which sadly, doesn't appeal to old fans.
i still believe one day another peak will happen - with new gen members.
i'll need to find some positivity for myself from fans who are as new as me, with their love for akb not dying anytime soon lol.
sometimes i feel like i'm a dumb idiot for liking akb so much when all the old fans are criticising akb. not that i support all of management's decisions, but i still support the group on a whole.
it has been only a year since i became a fan.. based on experience, it's the 'stabilising year' now, where i stabilise into a more calm fangirl, not one that screams every second lol. but still, my love for akb is very fresh..
and this negativity is making me depressed at times.
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