BUSY BUSY BUSY

i'm so damn stressed over school and everything. not to mention my serious lack of sleep. this week, for 2 days, i had only 2 hours of sleep.

i hate myself. i hate myself for not doing anything productive. the moment i come home in the evening, i'd end up either using laptop or falling asleep after dinner (ie from 8pm onwards).

my EFM test was yesterday. guess when did i start studying?
yesterday.
i started studying 6 hours before the test.

i seriously hate myself man. ugh

i dislike my timetable too. i'm guessing it played a part in making me become so unproductive. cuz in sem 1, my timetable was alright and i was pretty productive. maybe 2 or 3 times more productive than i am now.

seriously? 2 days of 9am classes & 3 days of 8am classes. i reach home everyday feeling so damn tired and lazy to do anything. and i'd end up sleeping without accomplishing anything. this cycle has been repeating ever since sem 2 started in october.

and now i'm more stressed than ever.

3 presentations, 1 assignment, 1 test ON TOP OF my exams. everything is in feb.

i can't even enjoy my CNY in peace.

i haven't even started revising for exams.

i hate this.

but i'll try to improve.

i'll take sakura's advice and put it to good use.
anyway, everyone should read this.
http://translate48.blogspot.sg/2015/01/miyawaki-sakura-16-year-olds.html?m=0

she's only 16 and she can say all these stuffs???? i'm so ashamed of myself. i'll work harder from now on.